jesting.
c-r-a-p
i've really been quite pathetic lately, only dabbling a mere interest in my friends, burning (not building) bridges with my family, wah wah wah wah, pity me, right? no.
it's strange when you wake up and you truly don't know what to do with yourself. you just have no idea. at this rate, i just want the school year to start already. get me out of this place.
of course, this is just me being mopey right now.
it's 4th of july, i'm not really sure what happened to my plans, they just sort of disentigrated.
i'm going to try to get my job back. i'm happy when i'm busy, that's for sure.
so far i've written four "just's". i wonder what the definition of just is.
just–adverb
| 9. | within a brief preceding time; but a moment before: The sun just came out. |
| 10. | exactly or precisely: This is just what I mean. |
| 11. | by a narrow margin; barely: The arrow just missed the mark. |
| 12. | only or merely: He was just a clerk until he became ambitious. |
| 13. | actually; really; positively: The weather is just glorious. |
flowers make rooms so much prettier, they really do. there's been a fresh bouquet in the front room for a while now, it changes like every week, but it honestly does make me happier looking at it.
it's also weird how whenever i look at my animals, it's like looking at them for the first time. their holiness just doesn't seem to fade away, and for that i know they're special.
i should just get out.
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