19 March 2009

my ears are a-ringin'.

i smell of cheap cigarettes and heavy hairspray.
just returned from seeing Cursive tonight. they were oh so good; impeccable, even. they most definitely have a unique sound to them and everything is precise. no sloppiness. i quite enjoyed myself.
i'm drawing a bath at the moment. it's safe to say that i take a bath about every day. it's become a staple when i get home from rehearsal; just soaking for even five minutes proves to erase away the anxieties of the day. until new ones form tomorrow! but that's okay, i embrace it.
tomorrow i'm taking a stroll down the municipal court avenue to prove i got my car inspected and whatnot. i'm missing a three-hour one act clinic for this, i am severely upset in regards to the timing, alas there is not a single thing i can do about it.
as disheartened i am about that, i am super ecstatic about this: i received an immense scholarship for theatre from Southwestern U. this makes payment so much easier; more than likely i will be going to SU. i suppose i have an issue with people opening my mail, because when i got home my dad was waving around the letter from SU and told me the fantastic news; however, i was a bit disgruntled that i didn't benefit from the pleasure of opening it myself.
oh, i'm merely jesting. it doesn't bother me that much.
i think i'm going to be a pig and eat Doritos while i read in the bath. life and its simple pleasures, how wonderful. sometimes i just feel like sitting and stuffing my face with Doritos, not possessing a single care in the world other than the concern of food sliding down my esophagus. why did i capitalize Doritos? i don't know.

MERRY THURSDAY MORNING. wake up, stretch, notice the time, exhale, depart from bed. some people scoot their covers down with their feet, bunching the sheets up. others simply pull back the "flap" on covers as if doggy earing a piece of paper. and some dramatically throw them off.


i'm being lulled to sleep by erlend øye's voice. good night, after i just bade you good morning. i like talking to "you" as if my audience were the entire human population. therefore, you (all) have a good day. good days are appreciated. try not to take them for granted.




please, please, please.
please.

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